WE'RE IN THE SHADOW NOW
Approximately a week before Mercury turns Retrograde we seem to experience signs that the road ahead might become a little bumpy. It might even feel that the retrograde is already in effect with missed phone calls, misunderstandings and potential arguments looming in the background. This is not the time to make hasty decisions that you might want to change after Mercury turns direct. It is the time to clear out the negative thoughts in your mind so that you come into this period with clarity and a loving heart. I've been reminded over and over again to tell myself "it's God's will, not my little will that matters". I'm also aware that we can't judge by appearances, and that we're not supposed to judge, anyway. Right now I'm up to my ears with activities, taking care of my 5 year old great granddaughter. Being in her presence is a constant reminder to stay in the present moment. This is something that 5 year olds seem to do naturally. When she was running around with my precious Tibetan Singing Bowl the other day, I found myself saying to her "you know, everything is not a toy". And I realized I've said that to her too many time over the past two weeks.
SO LET'S START AT THE BEGINNING
The Summer Solstice on Friday marks the beginning of a period that's supposed to be fun. The days are longer, and the Sun is shining brighter. We've escaped winter and the need to wear those heavy winter clothes. Yaay! But this morning when I opened the door, Shavon (the 5 year old) said "it's winter again Grandma, we need jackets". The temperature had dropped to 60, and she was right. I turned around, grabbed two jackets and said to her "come on let's go, we don't want to be late".
And that is exactly how we need to be taking it these days, just turn around and do what's necessary to handle sudden change.
FULL MOON IN CAPRICORN
After the Solstice, then we have the Full Moon in Capricorn which is connecting to Pluto, the planet of transformation or degeneration. This appears to be an explosive energy with people's emotions all over the place. Expect more weather changes and stories of people who seemed to be sane, going mad (joking), but true. It's time to remember to take deep breaths when faced with people who are impatient or argumentative and to try not to be the one who "loses it". Resolve to be the peace in the midst of the storm and to only speak when you are well meaning and thoughtful.
Ego clashes could dredge up old stuff and rage against the system is sure to take place.
WAITING REQUIRES PATIENCE AND INNER KNOWING
With Mercury, planet of the rational mind turning retrograde this week, the keyword is patience. While it might seem that something is really urgent, and requires an answer right now, in most cases it's best to wait. Stay focused, remember to take some deep belly breaths, meditate and let the storm pass over. Our family drama started with my daughter passing into the next realm in April, then her daughter, my granddaughter jumping out of a window one month later, and then my three remaining daughters and I getting caught up in the bureaucratic craziness of child services in 3 states. Try getting some clarity when you're speaking to social workers from 3 different states...hahahahaha! At first we were told that kinship foster care was doable then someone higher up said "you must be kidding". All we've been trying to do is to keep 4 little children out of foster care as they've been traumatized by the death of their grandmother, and witnessing their mother jump out a window. They know us, they love us and we love them, so what's the problem? Ummmm, gonna take my own advice and meditate and pray over the situation. Our overall goal is to keep them safe from drug addicted parents who are fighting all the time and neglecting them. Now the 5 year old (Shavon) is asking for noodles, her favorite food so I have to cook while trying to convince her that brocolli is good for you and tastes good too. Thank you for your prayers and monetary support...it was and still is needed. I love you all, Love & Light, Ayesha
p.s. most of the advice given above was meant for me as I'm trying to practice what I teach)
I am sending love and light to you. It always amazes me when we rarely think about what could be going on in another person's life when we are so caught up in ours. I pray that God heals the pain in your family from the loss, as well as grant you all the opportunity to be a strong and supportive unit to those children whose mother is going through a rough time. You have helped bring so much clarity into my life and I pray that God brings you peace to yours.
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