Sunday, April 19, 2015


Trying to make sense of the death of a friend when there's so many unfound rumors going around.  First dealing with the grief and the sympathy for his wife and two sons who loved him dearly, then trying to find out what really happened. My heart is heavy, I pray that he didn't suffer. I know that he's on the other side now and I pray that he's adjusting to his new surroundings. After meditating, praying and talking to a close friend of the family, this is what I know for sure.  It seems Johnny was over the top with joy because he was supposed to perform on the Tom Joyner cruise. He was looking forward to doing the gig and connecting with other friends on the cruise, i.e. Keith Sweat, and others. When he arrived at the ship he wasn't allowed on because he was missing required paperwork. They put him up in a hotel in Jamaica and he called his wife to have her send the paperwork.  When she tried to reach him later that night to make sure the paperwork had arrived, she was told he had an accident and was dead. She is now in Jamaica trying to figure out what happened and to collect his belongings.  I did what most astrologers do...pulled up his Solar Chart to try to get answers from a cosmic perspective.  Here's what I saw:

BORN: AUGUST 2, 1959
DIED: APRIL 16, 2015

The first thing that jumped out at me was the fact that Johnny was a Leo. Jupiter, planet of joy, money and expansion is in Leo, right on his Mercury/Uranus in Leo. He was having a Jupiter transit which in most cases is a good thing. However the flip side of Jupiter transits is it inspires the individual to go too far, to not know when to quit or to overstep boundaries.  Johnny was born with Mercury, planet of the mind and communications close to Uranus, planet of unpredictability and potential genius in Leo. I would say he was a genius. An individual who had the potential to think outside the box. He was quick witted and able to respond faster than most people I know.  This aspect probably got him into trouble with adults or teachers as he was growing up.  Life is in cycles and although I haven't confirmed this with his family, he probably had a similar situation in his life 12 years ago, that forewarned of what was to come. That's because Jupiter has a 12 year cycle and he had this transit 12 years ago.  

Then there is the Mars, planet of action, in Taurus, squaring Johnny's Sun/Mercury/Uranus in Leo (ouch).  Mars in Taurus makes me think about fight, a physical beating, because the Taurus energy is about physical sensation or even boxing with two people trying to win the fight. Taurus is also fixed and stubborn. The bull (Taurus ruler) digs in deeper when you're trying to move him.  The Mars transit could have made Johnny angry. He was refused entrance to the ship because of paperwork? Who were they to turn him away? Didn't they know who he was? Anger is contagious, it also magnetically attracts other people's anger. We were warned by spiritual teachers to never go outside with the anger vibration on us, because it could attract accidents or people who were carrying the same vibration.  So what happened? One day we may know the full truth of the situation.  I believe that Johnny left the hotel, frustrated and angry and somewhere along the way he attracted an angry person or persons who triggered more anger. Words were exchanged and with the help of Jupiter, he didn't realize the potential danger, and said something that started a fight.  Johnny was a physically small person, but a courageous soul who never backed down from a confrontation. Obviously he lost the fight and was dumped into the ocean. Well, that's my theory.  One of the other theories was that he slipped, fell and hit his head in the bathroom on the ship. But our information was this couldn't be true because he was never on the ship.  I don't believe that he just went for a swim and hit his head on the rocks. This story came from hotel personnel. Whatever happened...we do know he's dead, he was loved and will be missed on the physical level.  I will always remember his smile, his kindness towards others, his comedic bent, his beautiful voice and musicality.   I'm sending prayers of love and Light to his family and friends that they will heal from the hurt of his passing. 

Tuesday, March 31, 2015



The eclipse on Saturday, April 4th, is called a Blood Moon because it will give off a red glow. However we won't be seeing it in this hemisphere. This Blood Moon will be the 3rd of 4, the last one will be in September. There are many predictions around Blood Moons and I won't bore you or fear you with the details. You can Google it if you want, but nobody really knows the future, even if some "experts" lucked up and ended up putting their finger on the events of the time. The way things are on this planet, even a charlatan could predict doom and gloom, especially in areas where there's already been war and strife. What I do know is that any eclipse comes with an energy of tension, so the unbalanced (crazies) people in our midst are liable to do crazy things. What we need to keep in mind is that our consistent thinking, imagining and words can magnetically draw to us what we want, or conversely, what we don't want. Therefore during  eclipse times it's important to clear your mind of negativity and focus on what you desire.  This can be easy for people who are already meditating, praying and affirming the good. Seems like we've been preparing for these times for years now, reading books, going to lectures, listening to practitioners who share helpful techniques on how to attract the good things in life. If you don't know how to do these things, just focus on thankfulness and gratitude for everything good in your life today. Give thanks for the food you eat, the bed you sleep on and the computer that helps you stay connected with friends and loved ones.  In the end it doesn't matter what color the moon is because it's all an illusion and a pretty object in the night skies. I think of the fear generated by Hollywood regarding 2012. Many people called me who went to be hypnotized by a fearful movie.That was after I warned folks not to see it.  The excuses I got from people as to why they didn't heed my warning were almost comical, but surely ridiculous..."So you paid your money to sit in a darkened room to see images that you can't get rid of that fear you and make it difficult for you to sleep at night?" "I just went to see it because I was curious" or "I wanted to see the technical piece" Balderdash! Hollywood made money while injecting fear into your subconscious mind. None of it was true, we're still here and the Mayans are saying our scientists got the wrong interpretation. But I'm sure, since they made money, they'll try it again.  Now the television demons are spreading fear. If they can't get you one way they'll come another way.  We have to protect our minds from this kind of filth and focus on what we want to magnetize to us.  
Libra is the 7th sign in the Zodiac. When the soul reaches Libra the focus is on "we" consciousness as opposed to the "me" consciousness of Aries, the opposite sign. Libra is the sign of partnerships, ruled by Venus, planet of Love & Creativity. Libra is cooperation, Aries is competition. Libra is about peace, Aries is about war. The beautiful thing about the opposition is that each side came learn from the other.  Libra can learn how to less dependent on others and stand on their own two feet, and Aries can learn that they need others in order to be successful. Libra can be the procrastinator, Aries can be the impulsive one, striking out before considering the consequences. Both of these energies are in effect during this Full Moon in Libra Eclipse.  If you are a Libra you might be feeling a little tired, or drained because of situations around you. It's time to detach from the need to fix everybody, or worse to please everyone.  This is your time to do you. Take some time off to pamper yourself, get a manicure or pedicure, or get your hair done.  Do whatever it is that makes you feel good, even if it's going off your diet and eating a chocolate eclair. Try not to give your power away to people who judge or criticize you. Realize that we are all unique individual expressions of God, so your way is not necessarily the other person's way.  Whether you're a Libra or not, this is a good time to pray for peace on  earth, and to send love to areas on this planet where war and violence are happening. Create peace in your personal relationships by opening up and listening to the other persons opinions.  You don't have to agree with them, but be loving and kind when you disagree. "Let there be peace on earth and let it begin with me"...


This Full Moon Eclipse in Libra will be opposite both the Sun and Uranus in Aries.  On the personal level watch out for ego attacks that come from anger, resentment and fear. This is a good time to monitor your own thinking and how many times you're tempted to lash out in anger.  We're told that we have a small window of time to decide whether we're going to be offended by something or to just skip the need to answer back in unkind ways.  We were taught to ask ourselves before we react "do I desire peace or do I desire conflict".  "do I have the need to be right, thus making someone else wrong?" or can I promote peace in this situation?" The beautiful thing about being in a human body is we get to choose how we react to others. Therefore if you come in contact wih someone who is having a ego attack, build up your spiritual muscles and refuse to "go there". It doesn't matter whose right or whose wrong, the universe will be the final decider in the matter.  You can disagree with someone without hurting them or worse, hurting yourself. Anger creates pain in the physical body so when you're angry with someone the only person who feels the pain is you.  Walk the path of peace and your body will thank you for it.  The negative expression of Libra is the need to compare oneself with others, or to worry about what others may be thinking of you.  The evolved Libra can learn a lesson from the opposite sign, Aries. Because in truth what others think is none of your business. The Aries energy teaches us to stand in our truth no matter what others think.  


The Sun went into Aries on March 20th and through the first weeks of April it will be in close contact with Uranus. This might explain the many "breaking news" flashes, buildings exploding, planes and trains crashing, etc. etc. With this aspect you never know what could happen, suddenly and unexpectedly. Some of the incidents will be shocking and surprising in a good way and in a bad way, depending on your perception.  The best way to deal with it is to walk in the Light of protection and to listen to your inner voice for direction and guidance.  If something happens and you can do something about it then move on it.  If there's nothing you can do, then pray on it.  These aspects pull out of us whatevers been inside all along.  Witness the passerby climbing up a fire escape to help a woman who was stuck. Then going back up to pound on windows to warn others of the danger.  He would tell you he's not a hero, that he didn't even think about the potential danger to himself. He saw the problem and rushed forward to do what he could to help.  Then there was the group of idiots who ran to the same fire so they could take a selfie in front of the burning building. The difference in consciousness was painfully apparent.  So no matter what side you're on, your actions will tell the tale.   At the end of all our lives we'll have to make an accounting for our deeds, the good, the bad and the ugly (smile)  Stay in the Light, Ayesha

Monday, March 2, 2015


(Agape oath of manifestation)

Looking at the cosmic dance of planets for March 2015 inspired me to get into my spiritual toolkit to stay lifted and optimistic and encouraging to others. The following are just a few highlights of happenings in March:

We start off with a Full Moon in Virgo, the service sign that says "I analyze".  On the high side this is a cosmic message to be in service to others, to give as well as receive.  On the low side, this Full Moon could find us griping and complaining and over analyzing everything.  March started off with yet another snowstorm for those of us living in the Northeast.  Since I decided to give up complaining about the weather for Lent, I sat quietly watching the snow fall through the deck window and then announced to my daughter and great granddaughter "I'm imagining that each snow flake is a $100 bill thats landing in my bank account".  The 6 year old said "yaay! I want them to be in my bank account too, grandma!"  After watching a story on Vince Young, the quarterback from Texas who started giving back and paying it forward to young children in Texas, we decided to watch "The Wiz" again. The music, the dancing and the message is always a feel good adventure, no matter how many times we see it. The Full Moon always seems to bring up the temps a little, so we're looking forward to 30 degrees on Thursday. ( yaay! a heat wave)   


We might as well block out the whole second week of March, from the 9th to the 14th for this one because these planetary energies will be within one degree of one another. Also this will be the last of 7 squares that started in 2012, between Uranus and Pluto. Mars comes along and heats up the energy, or because Mars is a cold planet we could say it freezes the energy. Astrologers have been looking at this aspect for a while now, and none of us have a clue as to what it will bring...really.  We could predict doom and gloom or we could project that this marks the ending of evil on the planet.  But it is an explosive energy that could be violent.  This is the kind of aspect where "breaking news" will be the theme.  However we've had so many of them with corporate media that it's no longer shocking or surprising.  So back to the Oath of Manifestation..."I stay lifted in high consciousness, not matter what the appearances are".  Also my usual advice "Keep the Light Around You".  If you've formed the habit of walking in the Light there's no need to worry.  If you're a "go with the flow" person you'll just be the witness of events and not be negatively affected by them.  Believe it or not, we all chose to reincarnate on planet earth at this time and as Rev. Michael reminded us in January, it's time to show up!  It's time to activate the principles that we've talked about and read about.  Do we really believe what we say we believe?  Or are we just using our belief systems to make others feel inferior?  This is a time when action will definitely speak louder than words.  Pray, Meditate, be in service to others, speak words of love and kindness, walk you talk and keep the Light around you.  

FRIDAY, MARCH 20, 2015

The 29th degree of Pisces is sometimes called "The Point of Expiation", because it represents the end of the Zodiac before it reboots back to the beginning at 1 degree of Aries.  The Zodiac is in a circle so technically there is no beginning or ending. It's all connected, just as we are all connected to one another, whether we know it or not.  It has been my experience that what happens on Eclipses, New Moons or Full Moons, depends on that you're calling for in advance.  If you expect something bad to happen, you're inadvertently calling it to you, but if you expect something good to happen, you're also magnetically drawing it to you.  Much depends on your consistent thoughts on a daily basis.  "I declare, absolutely, that I'm living in a friendly universe that is always providing for me.". (Oath of Manifestation)  It's all good.  Love & Light, Ayesha