Wednesday, December 19, 2012

THE END OF THE WORLD - DEC.21, 2012

The Mayan Calendar ends on December 21, 2012.  The world did not end, and I never ever thought that it would.  I did have the benefit of good teachers who consistently told me that planet earth would not be destroyed.  What doom and gloomers apparently don't know is the The Mayans and other ancient civilizations believed in cycles or spheres of influence.   the Mayans never predicted the end of the world, just the end of one cycle as we move into another one. 


THE MAYANS AND HINDU BELIEFS COINCIDE

It would appear that the end of the Mayan Calendar and the end of Kali Yuga, one of the 4 ages that Hindus believe in, coincide.  These cycles are approximately 26,000 years and it is believed that we're moving from the Kali Yuga, to the Satya Yuga.  By the way the Kali Yuga is the last of 4 different ages.  If you want to know more Google it.  But my understanding is that the Kali Yuga is a masculine age and that near the end of that age, what's hidden under the surface comes to Light to be cleansed for the next Age. The Satya Yuga, is feminine, more peaceful and works through cooperation and love. 

FOCUS ON LOVE AND PEACE

There is a movement to get millions of people to focus on Love, kindness and Peace from December 20 to 22nd.  I signed up for it because I thought it would be a good idea. The facillators of this 3 days of Love, range from Russell Simmons, Marianne Williamson, Deepak Chopra to Rev. Michael Beckwith.  Agape International will be holding a live stream of this event on their website. 

BE THE PEACE YOU WANT TO SEE IN THE WORLD

I don't need to tell you about all of the devastating events in the past year...from wacky weather to serial killings, it would seem that the world has been turned upside down.  We think that's because we're in the shift between ages and that these events can move us towards more love, compassion and empathy for our fellow humans.  Change is inevitable during these times, and we can decide that we're going to make a change for the good, as opposed to hiding under our bed, fearing a negative change. 

MOON IN ARIES ON DECEMBER 21ST

The Moon will be in Aries on the 21st, the date that many are fearing as being the last day on earth.  The positive attributes of Aries, are fearlessness, courage, and personal leadership.  The good news is that we have a choice in how we're going to experience this day.  We can choose to join millions of others in focusing, praying and meditating on peace and love, or we can shrink back in terror of imaginary negative events, that are only in our minds.  The events of the recent past, Hurricane Sandy, the Massacre in Newtown, CT. didn't just suddenly happen, but it was the result of things put in place years ago.  Global Warming has been happening for many years and the intensification of Hurricanes is the result.  The Massacre in Newtown, CT., came about because of the prolifieration of assault weapons and violence in our society.  Assault weapons in the hands of the mentally unstable is a recipe for disaster.  However the response of the people involved in these catastrophic events was love, empathy and a resolve to make a change.  Even though people were suddenly made homeless, the upside is they were thankful for their lives and ability to rebuild.  Many Lightworkers came to their aid and many more gave donations, had concerts and fundraisers to help them through this time.  Also the outpouring of love that came about because of the killings in Newtown, were tremendous, and because of those 26 people (now angels) there will be a change in our gun laws and in the way we treat people who are mentally unstable.  As we stop focusing on the problem and get our individual egos out of the way, the solutions to these problems will be apparent.  Not to minimize the pain and suffering of both groups, but what we do about it really matters.  Some will opt to go on and live their lives or try to live their lives, like nothing happened.  But many more have had their lives changed, their consciousness raised, and hopefully they outnumber the people who need to stay in their comfort zones and do nothing.
The Kali Yuga is ending, the Satya Yuga is beginning.  Light workers are busy and more people are waking up realizing they are indeed Light workers themselves.  It is a good time to be alive.  It is the end of the world as we know it and I'm looking forward to the new world that is being born.  I love you all, Ayesha

Monday, December 17, 2012

MASSACRE IN NEWTOWN

The Moon was in Capricorn, the sign equated with coldness, on Friday, December 14, 2012.  At 6:30 am, the Moon connected to Pluto, and since Adam Lanza was born with the Moon in Capricorn at birth, my guess is this was the time when he shot his mother to death while she was sleeping.  Then he loaded up his car with the guns that she purchased and headed towards the elementary school to kill 20 children and 8 adults and then himself.  When a good friend called to tell me the news, my first thought was "wonder if we can get his birth information".  Sure enough after minimal research I found his birthdate (without time), but looked at the Solar Chart anyway.  Please understand that this interpretation of Adam's Solar Chart is deficient because we haven't verified the birth date and because the time of birth is not available. 

ADAM LANZA
BORN: APRIL 22, 1992
NEWTOWN, CT.

Several aspects caught my eye when looking at the Solar Chart.  The first thing was a Grand Trine in Earth, which usually means the individual attracts material wealth easily.  It would seem Adam came into this lifetime never having to worry about  money or the ability to get whatever he needed.  The second thing that caught my eye was a tight stellium (two or more planets working closely together), in Capricorn, The Moon, Uranus and Pluto.  Regardless of what people might say about his "devoted" mother, it would seem that Adam's problem stems from his relationship with his mother.  While you can't trust hearsay evidence, I did hear that Adam and his mother had a "contentious" relationship.  The Moon represents the Mother, Uranus represents upredictable circumstances, Pluto represents power and control.  This powerful stellium is at the root of the problem, and we heard that Adam had a personality disorder described as Asperger's Syndrome, From a spiritual perspective my intuition tells me that Adam and his mother have been together many lifetimes. Their relationship was karmic, ending with him shooting her with a gun that she purchased. 

ADAM'S MOTHER

Friends and neighbors of Nancy Lanza, gave flowery accounts of her, "she loves to garden" she's a devoted mother" "She loves board games" "she loves guns and loves to to to the range"...Huh?  Ok, in this gun loving country there are plenty of people who go to the range and shoot at targets.  I'm thinking that one reason why Nancy Lanza had to many guns was that she was afraid of her child, who suffered from hostile episodes and didn't have the ability to empathize or feel emotions for anyone.  Well that's a part of what Asperger's is all about.  They don't know what causes it, but looking at the three tightly knit planets in Capricorn, I could guess that in Adam's case it could have started when his mother was pregnant or when she was in labor.  Big Pharma has done alot to suppress information on drugs that could have generated autism and/or Asperger's Syndrome.  Then when a child exhibits symptoms of these personality disorders they are often given various drugs to keep them calm or zoned out.  With the Moon/Uranus/Pluto in Capricorn, forming squares (90 degree angles) to Adam's Mercury (the mind) and Venus (the ability to love), his relationship with his mother was a love hate situation and usually ended up with him experiencing uncontrollable violence towards his mother that came in spurts, fits and rages (totally unpredictable).  While Nancy probably did seek help for her son through the medical profession, her way of coping with her son went from smother love, to no love, to giving him material things to make him happy, to angry outbursts and threats to restrict his freedom.   No one really knows, except his brother or the ex-husband what went on behind closed doors.  I think some of Adam's rages were learned behaviors as he witnessed his mother going from high estatic states of joy, to down right rage and violence.  The medical community doesn't have a clue as to how to help a mother with a child who has mental disorders.  Their only method is to drug the child, or to isolate them in a mental hospital.  The meds only work if you're taking them, and there are tons of studies of people who are  on psychotropic drugs who as they age up, refuse to take them. 

WAS ADAM OFF HIS MEDS?

The transits in Adam's chart are telling.  Saturn, planet of discipline and restrictions was in Scorpio, opposing his Taurus Sun, and he might have been feeling the energy for the past year.  Saturn oppositions can bring about depression and a feeling that things are getting worse.  I think he was depressed, and remember reading that a side effect of many of the psychotropic drugs adminstered to people like him, cause depression and suicidal thoughts. It seems his brother and his father had moved on and were just living their lives, leaving the mother alone to deal with a son who daily was becoming worse in his behaviors.  Also, Uranus in Aries was squaring (intense 90 degree angle) Adam's stellium in Capricorn.  He wanted to be free of his mother and any other restrictions in his life.  On the day of the horrible event, the Moon was in Capricorn, going over Solar Moon in Capricorn, Uranus and Pluto.  There might have been an argument the night before, or even a week before.  Something was stewing inside of Adam and the Moon triggered it.  Maybe it was the threat from his mother to have him put away?  Or to call the police because he was threatening her.  But this wasn't a last minute decision for Adam, this was something that he had been thinking about for a while now.  We can only say that our belief is that you choose your mother and father before you enter into this earthly plane.  Adam and Nancy have done this dance before, but the pity is their dangerous dance took the lives of so many innocents on that fateful day.  The good that can come from this is that the discussion about assault weapons has come up again.  Also the discussion on how to deal with mentally ill people who are not only a danger to themselves but to others as well.  I am so sure that pharamaceutical drugs are not the answer, as we're living in a time where natural and more holistic remedies can work.  God Bless the victims in this case, including Adam and his mother.  If they knew better they would have done better.  He chose to come back into a world that has a culture of violence and one day in the near future we'll be working towards creating a culture of peace and love.  We all have to search ourselves and see what it is we can do to eliminate the violence in this world.
From video games (Adam was a gamer), to television, to movies, violence is reigning supreme. And let's not forget about the wars that some of us willingly send out children to fight.  Interesting note: The Bushmaster Automatic Rifle that Adam's mother purchased is legal and often used by American soldiers in Afghanistan.  We wonder how many Afghani' mothers have had to bury their children as a result of them being gunned down in the streets?  However, I think Adam's behaviors in the past years worsened, that he was off his meds.  He was a very intelligent young man who probably resented the side effects of the drugs prescribed for him.  Let's see if people who are pinned on this story, are interested enough to find the real truth.  Big pharma has a powerful lobby in Washington.  They've paid off politicians big time to keep the truth from coming out. 

THE VIDEO GAME CONNECTION

I wasn't surprised to hear that Adam Lanza was a "gamer". He loved to play video games and we could just guess what kinds he liked.  The Video Game corporations are also spending lots of money trying to keep the truth out of the hands of customers.  Studies upon studies have proven that hours spent playing video games disrupts the limbic structure of the brain.  So much easy killing (with rewards) is supposed to be "fun".  While every child who is exposed to video games does not turn out to be a serial killer...these games in the hands of the mentally ill is not a good thing.  Adam was a skilled "gamer" and probably sat for hours killing people in that virtual world.  With his Moon/Uranus/Neptune in Capricorn, he probably had the skills to create his own games, but in the meantime there was a disconnect between fantasy and reality, plus his inability to emotionally connect to other people...a remedy for a disaster.  Certainly a person who is on psychotropic drugs that bring up homicidal and suicidal thoughts, should not be allowed to sit for endless hours pretending to kill people.  I'm just saying.... It was reported that once Adam focused on something he went in deeply.  Can't help but think how this ability to focus could have played out if he was a musician, an artist, a scientist looking for a cure for cancer.  Oh well.  Adam chose a mother who was fascinated with guns, was proud of her gun collection and who often took him and his brother to the range.  No one will ever know what she was thinking as she encouraged the son who would eventually shoot her in her sleep, to love guns. 

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

New Moon in Sagittarius Dec. 13, 2012

PLANT SEEDS OF JOY

December 13, 2012, the New Moon (Sun & Moon) will be in Sagittarius, the mutable Fire Sign that says "I Perceive", or "yes I can".  Sagittarius is ruled by the planet Jupiter, the Great Expander.  The Sagittarius energy is connected to joy, gratitude,and a vibrance that attracts "good luck" to the individual.  Actually there is no such thing as "luck". The reason why it may seem that Sagittarians are "lucky" is because they are naturally generous and giving.  They seem to be  born with the knowledge of the cosmic law of giving and receiving.  Sagittarius is the sign that says "tell the truth and shame the devil".  People born under this sign should learn the power of the spoken word and that their words can hurt others.  We say to Sagittarius people, to put their brain in gear before they open their mouths (smile).  Yet if you want an honest opinion with no holds barred...ask a Sagittarian.  My favorite Sagittarius person is the late Judge Bruce Wright, who almost was removed from the bench for speaking his mind to a policeman.  What he was saying was correct from a legal point of view, but it was deemed politically incorrect (sigh).  New York Newspapers called Judge Wright "Cut em loose Bruce", because of his policy to give bail to people that he thought deserved it.  He explained that bail is not a punishment, but a guarantee that the defendant will appear in court.  I loved this man's fierce dedication to truth and justice.

SPEAK TRUTH TO POWER
This is a good time to stand for what you believe and to speak truth to power.  As many of you know, the Central Park 5, the boys, now men who were prosecuted and convicted for the rape of a jogger in Central Park, who served time and then were found not guilty (convictions set aside), are suing the City and Prosecutors for economic compensation for their pain and suffering.  Thankfully Ken Burns (filmmaker) has produced and directed a film about the Central Park 5,  which is showing in selected theaters now.  Usually the showing of the film is accompanied by a Q & A session with Ken and some of the young men involved in the case.  My heart goes out to all of them, and especially Yusef Salaam (my godson) and Raymond Santana who speak on the case and share how it literally destroyed their young lives.  Even though Matias Reyes confessed that he did the rape, and even though his DNA matched the evidence in the case, there has been no apology for the wrongful conviction nor an offer for compensation. 

In the spirit of New Moon in Sagittarius, please sign the petition below.  Use your signature to speak truth to power.  http://www.change.org/petitions/the-mayor-of-new-york-city-speak-on-the-case-of-the-central-park-5-for-economic-justicehttp://www.change.org/petitions/the mayor of new york city - speak on the case of the central park 5 for economic justice

It's time to keep the pressure on for truth and justice.  Check out the movie about the Central Park 5 and share this petition with others.  We've been fighting this fight since the beginning.  In spite of the humungus bad press, the time has finally come for the boys, now men to be compensated.  Their lives were totally disrupted, their reputations destroyed, their educations were interrupted all based on the lies of corrupt prosecutors who were not concerned with truth, but only concerned with getting a conviction to help their careers.  Their is power in the collective, together we can create a pressure that will make these evildoers, do the right thing.  One way to make your personal abundance flow, is by helping someone else make their abundance flow...what we do for others, comes back to us, tenfold, a hundredfold.
Love & Light, Ayesha