Thursday, April 30, 2015

FULL MOON IN SCORPIO SUNDAY, MAY 3, 2015

LEGAL LYNCHINGS
PHYSICAL LYNCHINGS

The Moon was full in Scorpio when 5 teenagers were legally lynched for a rape they didn't commit in Central Park, back in the 80's. I watched the whole thing go down and did what I could to inform the community..."don't you see what's happening?" but only a few people "got it" the rest of the people went on with their lives in a trance like stupor as the media acted in concert with lying prosecutors to guarantee that these children would be wrongfully convicted. 

Fast forward to 2015 and this time a young man is brutally killed by police in Baltimore Ohio. But this time many people "got it" as they ran into the streets to protest the latest lynching in a long line of police murders that are increasing on a daily basis.  Whether we'd like to admit it or not, we've all been traumatized by these events. It doesn't matter if the lynching took place in a court room or in the streets. The residual effects are  on on all levels, physically, mentally and spiritually. 

THE ANSWER IS YOU

The young man was sitting on a bench next to God and he asked "what are you doing about these police murders, legal lynchings and physical lynchings?" God smiled as he said "funny you should ask, I was going to ask you the same question"  

FULL MOON IN SCORPIO

Full Moons are excellent times to contemplate, meditate and to dig down deep inside to find the answers.  If we keep doing what we're doing we're always going to get the same results. We were taught to sit quietly, breathe deeply, close our eyes and ask "what is it that I'm supposed to do about this?" The answer might not come immediately, but if we keep a watch we'll hear it. It could come from a conversation we engage in directly or indirectly.  It could come from something we see on television, in a bill board, or magazine, or it could come as an idea in your mind.  This is a question about action "what is it that I'm supposed TO DO about this?"  What we should not do is to stuff our emotions so that they create a dis-ease inside of our bodies.  Anger, resentment, sadness and despair are dangerous emotions when repressed.  Repressed anger creates blood pressure problems. Repressed resentment creates cancer, repressed sadness and despair create depression. As my teachers used to say "expression is better than depression.  The negative energies created by these horrible events are everywhere present. It doesn't matter if your turn off the television and try to rise above it...the energy is still there. In fact I heard about the latest police killing while standing in line at the supermarket. The negative thought forms are in the air and only a super human can avoid them.  This Full Moon in powerful  Scorpio is an excellent time to face the truth and then act on what your guides or angels are telling you to do about it. I once heard a story about a woman who put a pot on the stove to boil water for tea. The phone rang and she got involved in her conversation while the water started boiling. Annoyed at the sound of the tea pot's whistle, she stuffed paper in it, then she covered up her available ear to ignore it. As she kept talking the pot finally caught fire and burned down the house.
All she had to do was to turn off the fire or move the tea pot from the fire. Well, the tea pot is whistling, the water is boiling, 
pretending that it doesn't exist isn't going to help it.  Being knowledgeable about what's happening isn't going to help either, except that it may make you feel intellectually superior to others.  When someone wants to pollute my ears with details on our present situation, my question is always "so what are you doing about this?"  They will go on to tell me how busy they are, or how messed up our people are. In other words their ego needs to be convinced that just being superior is the only thing they can do.  If I'm feeling cynical, I'll ask them "so what kind of blood pressure meds do you take?"  That usually ends the conversation.  Full Moons are intense and this one in Scorpio is especially intense.  Use it in positive ways, like the ancients used to do. Find a way to channel the energy in ways that will benefit you, and others.  Loving you unconditionally,
Ayesha (no justice, no peace)

Sunday, April 19, 2015

R.I.P. JOHNNY KEMP

Trying to make sense of the death of a friend when there's so many unfound rumors going around.  First dealing with the grief and the sympathy for his wife and two sons who loved him dearly, then trying to find out what really happened. My heart is heavy, I pray that he didn't suffer. I know that he's on the other side now and I pray that he's adjusting to his new surroundings. After meditating, praying and talking to a close friend of the family, this is what I know for sure.  It seems Johnny was over the top with joy because he was supposed to perform on the Tom Joyner cruise. He was looking forward to doing the gig and connecting with other friends on the cruise, i.e. Keith Sweat, and others. When he arrived at the ship he wasn't allowed on because he was missing required paperwork. They put him up in a hotel in Jamaica and he called his wife to have her send the paperwork.  When she tried to reach him later that night to make sure the paperwork had arrived, she was told he had an accident and was dead. She is now in Jamaica trying to figure out what happened and to collect his belongings.  I did what most astrologers do...pulled up his Solar Chart to try to get answers from a cosmic perspective.  Here's what I saw:

JOHNNY KEMP
BORN: AUGUST 2, 1959
DIED: APRIL 16, 2015

The first thing that jumped out at me was the fact that Johnny was a Leo. Jupiter, planet of joy, money and expansion is in Leo, right on his Mercury/Uranus in Leo. He was having a Jupiter transit which in most cases is a good thing. However the flip side of Jupiter transits is it inspires the individual to go too far, to not know when to quit or to overstep boundaries.  Johnny was born with Mercury, planet of the mind and communications close to Uranus, planet of unpredictability and potential genius in Leo. I would say he was a genius. An individual who had the potential to think outside the box. He was quick witted and able to respond faster than most people I know.  This aspect probably got him into trouble with adults or teachers as he was growing up.  Life is in cycles and although I haven't confirmed this with his family, he probably had a similar situation in his life 12 years ago, that forewarned of what was to come. That's because Jupiter has a 12 year cycle and he had this transit 12 years ago.  

Then there is the Mars, planet of action, in Taurus, squaring Johnny's Sun/Mercury/Uranus in Leo (ouch).  Mars in Taurus makes me think about fight, a physical beating, because the Taurus energy is about physical sensation or even boxing with two people trying to win the fight. Taurus is also fixed and stubborn. The bull (Taurus ruler) digs in deeper when you're trying to move him.  The Mars transit could have made Johnny angry. He was refused entrance to the ship because of paperwork? Who were they to turn him away? Didn't they know who he was? Anger is contagious, it also magnetically attracts other people's anger. We were warned by spiritual teachers to never go outside with the anger vibration on us, because it could attract accidents or people who were carrying the same vibration.  So what happened? One day we may know the full truth of the situation.  I believe that Johnny left the hotel, frustrated and angry and somewhere along the way he attracted an angry person or persons who triggered more anger. Words were exchanged and with the help of Jupiter, he didn't realize the potential danger, and said something that started a fight.  Johnny was a physically small person, but a courageous soul who never backed down from a confrontation. Obviously he lost the fight and was dumped into the ocean. Well, that's my theory.  One of the other theories was that he slipped, fell and hit his head in the bathroom on the ship. But our information was this couldn't be true because he was never on the ship.  I don't believe that he just went for a swim and hit his head on the rocks. This story came from hotel personnel. Whatever happened...we do know he's dead, he was loved and will be missed on the physical level.  I will always remember his smile, his kindness towards others, his comedic bent, his beautiful voice and musicality.   I'm sending prayers of love and Light to his family and friends that they will heal from the hurt of his passing.