MARS IN LIBRA GOES DIRECT - TUESDAY, MAY 20, 2014

Mars, the action planet actually went direct last night, but most of us just use the 20th for convenience sake.The retrograde Mars period started on March 2, 2014 and all manner of things seemed to get delayed in my life.  The pool party for my grandchild was delayed for a later date because she came down with sniffles one week before the actual date. Therefore there were two birthday parties for this fortunate child. She was elated, I was just worn out with things to do, people to call, party favors, two cakes, etc. etc.  The other thing was my car was fixed, kinda sorta, but the new door had to be replaced twice already, and the auto-body man just couldn't seem to find a back panel or bumper (sigh).  Then I got caught up in a domestic dispute with two neighbors that ended up with her leaving with the kids and him calling me far too many times.  How did I get here was my quiet desperation  Just trying to be nice (Libra Moon and Rising), while receiving texts and emails from the wife saying "help me".  Geez!  I kept asking myself if these things were the results of a retrograde Mars?  Then the news came that an old friend had deceased and we never made up from an old argument. Thought we had time, but apparently we didn't.Then my computer and phone service went out at the same time. Talk about frustration! Called my Godson ranting and raving and he told me what I've always told him..."Mommy, just breathe." He tried to help me but he's in Brooklyn and I'm in the Poconos. Finally he told me to walk away from it and to call him back later. Cool, calm and collected, this young man really impressed me with words that I've told him before.   All while Mars was retrograde there were many people calling and asking for help. On the outside I was trying to help, but on the inside I was thinking "I pray that something said will be helpful." Even my swim times were seemingly effected by Mars retrograde.  Goggles wouldn't work even though I had 3 pairs in my swim bag.  One day I just kicked the board with my head out of the water rather than deal with goggles that kept steaming up.  As I kicked for 30 laps I said to myself "when life gives you lemons, make lemonade".  But the extra emphasis on legs only made my legs very tired. It was good exercise even though I started walking like an old lady in need of a walker. My inner thoughts were "I'll be so glad when Mars turns direct."  

LIFE GOES ON

One day while Mars was retrograde I tuned into Agape only to hear Rev. Beckwith saying that nothing in the universe goes backwards.  He went on to say that we were moving forward and the things that come up now are coming up for us to transform and heal.  OK, so maybe that means I need to invest in more expensive swim goggles, or find a better auto-body man, or resolve to stay out of grown folks business??? I must say that my thighs look better as the endless kicking in the pool has made some of the cellulite disappear.  Life goes on no matter what we do. Listening to multiple meta-physicians  on line has been helpful in reminding me of what I already know. It's not what's happening but your attitude towards it that counts.  Trying to keep in mind that laughter and not taking myself too seriously helps me to stay in a positive frame of mind.  The Mars retrograde cycle seemed to increase all my activities as paperwork piled up, phone calls went unanswered, and the weather Gods forgot to turn on the heat.  It's May already, but the other day the temps were 32 degrees.  Guessing the warm weather will come sooner than later.

Mars will be in Libra until July 26th, then it will move into Scorpio, connect with Saturn and another shift is coming.  

THE BIG FIGHT!

So many people have asked me about the whole Solange/JZ "fight" in the elevator.  I don't know them so the only thing I could rely on was the astrology...Beyonce is a Virgo, Solange is a Pisces and JZ is a Sagittarian.  Plus Neptune (planet of confusion, delusion or spiritual upliftment is in Pisces, connecting to Solange's Sun, opposing Beyonce's Sun and squaring JZ's Sun.  Unless you're a family member you'll never know what truly happened.  We saw images with no sound (Neptune). And because it made mainstream news we all got distracted (Neptune) by a family dispute.  But life goes on. We have to get back to our lives and they have to get back to their lives.  I'm sure most of the theories about the situation are not true.  Neptune conjurs illusions and illusions are not fact.  I wish all of them well and I wish all of us well.  Keep moving forward with love and Light in your heart, mind, spirit and body.  Blessings, Ayesha